Christians: did I choose hell?

What have you done for God that would open up the potential of His showing Himself to you. Reading the Bible and going to church is not enough, you have to do more if you want to see God. What you have to do is put into practice Jesus teachings during the week. If you do this in a serious way, God will honer that and eventually show himself to you. Doing things Ha likes enough that He rewards you with the experience of God's presence